Who Am I? A Tale of Dreams and Determination
In the heart of rural Pakistan, where opportunities are scarce but dreams are limitless, lives a boy many describe as innocent, decent, and even a little naïve. This is my story – a story of passions, struggles, and ambitions that refuse to fade.
The Journey Begins: A Student of Numbers and Words
My name is Adeel Younis, and I’m a 23-year-old pursuing a BBA degree. Before this, I completed an associate degree in Mathematics and Economics. From a young age, I’ve had a natural curiosity for analysis, always eager to understand how things work – whether in numbers or life itself.
Cricket and chess were once my favorite pastimes, though now I watch more than I play. I also enjoy political discussions and keeping up with the news, as they give me insights into the world’s ever-changing dynamics.
At the same time, I dream of being an athlete. Fitness and discipline are qualities I want to embody, even though my journey toward this goal is just beginning.
I come from a farming family, as my parents are farmers. We raise cows, goats, and hens, and also grow crops and vegetables.
Writing: My Lifelong Companion
Writing has always been my passion. During my school days, I won creative writing competitions, which motivated me to pursue this art further. Even in a rural setting where English isn’t commonly spoken, my peers always believed I was fluent. But the truth? I wasn’t as confident as they thought. My vocabulary was limited, and my expressions lacked depth, yet I never gave up.
Today, I write poetry in both Urdu and English. AAZAAR is my pen name.My poetry is simple, heartfelt, and often inspired by everyday life. People ask me, “How do you write about love when you don’t believe in it?” To that, I reply,
“Poetry isn’t about feelings alone – it’s art, it’s creative writing. It’s about capturing the world with your words.”
I’ve also contributed letters to The Express Tribune, which I see as the first step toward my dream of becoming a columnist. I have further taken my passion for writing to Medium – not just as a means of earning, but as a platform to share my thoughts and connect with readers across the world. Writing, for me, is both a calling and a purpose.
What People Think of Me
People often see me as innocent and humble, someone who avoids confrontation and stays grounded. They think I’m too decent to make bold moves and sometimes underestimate me. Some even find it hard to believe that I can write emotional poetry, assuming my reserved nature means I lack depth.
But I’m more than what meets the eye. While I prefer respect over love and value trust deeply, I am also fiercely determined. I keep secrets, which makes me a trusted friend, and I believe in helping others feel motivated, even if I struggle with my own confidence at times.
Strengths and Weaknesses: The Real Me
Like everyone else, I have my flaws. Procrastination and poor communication skills have been my biggest hurdles. Once, during a job interview, my lack of confidence cost me the opportunity. But I see these weaknesses as areas for improvement rather than failures.
On the other hand, my strengths include my ability to analyze situations deeply and offer thoughtful insights. I enjoy working alone, but I can lead a group when needed because I love encouraging others to reach their potential.
Dreams Bigger Than Myself
I don’t dream of fame or recognition. Instead, I dream of the day I can earn enough to support my parents and give them my first paycheck. I want the world to know them – not me. I want to make them proud, to show that their sacrifices weren’t in vain.
I also dream of making a difference through my work. One day, I want the world to recognize my words – not my face – and use my writing to inspire change.
I also want to pass a competitive exam to join civil services of the country.
The Silent Observer
As an introvert, I enjoy solitude, but I also love deep conversations with strangers. I’m not someone who easily opens up or forms quick connections. This often makes people think I’m detached or emotionless. But those who truly know me understand that I care deeply, even if I don’t always show it.
I’ve also been told my driving skills are terrible, and the taunts I hear because of it are endless. But every weakness is just another challenge to overcome
Why I Keep Moving Forward
My story isn’t about grand achievements or dramatic changes. It’s about small steps and quiet determination. Researching, learning, and writing are what keep me going. I believe that even if the world doesn’t know me, it will one day recognize my work.
This isn’t just a story about me. It’s a story about dreams, failures, and the will to rise above them. And if you’ve read this far, perhaps it’s a story worth telling.
